Friday, May 14, 2010

Mile 3,056

So now I'm not going to Montana either. It sucks. My mom called today. The rents have pulled the plug. The lady at Cal State wasn't happy--and why should she be? Her paycheck depends on selling intangible experiences to unsuspecting college students--but I'm the one trying to fall asleep tonight with the haunting feeling of lost opportunity.

Mexico might still be an option--but I'd have to really break the rules to make it happen--not any laws, mind you, but it would be against the wishes of a lot of people who love me and it would probably break the bank too--which is why I need to find a way to make some money before I even think about it.

I can't remember if I mentioned this in my last post and I'm too lazy to check--my boss told me she's willing to let me work another job during the week--so I've got 2 open days in my week now. I've been combing craigslist for something--restaurant gig, housekeeping, anything. Of course, the ideal job would be something in production, but I've almost given up on that--150 applications and I haven't heard back from even one employer. Either there's something wrong with me or there's just too many damn people in the job pool.

It's kind of weird; I went out and applied for a job this morning at a country club, then rushed back down the I-10 to make it back to the office in time to interview another potential employee for J. The girl I was interviewing was all like, I need to make my rent and I was thinking, sister, you have no idea how much I feel you. But I imagine it's not classy to tell someone you're interviewing that you're looking for another job apart from the company they're interviewing for because it doesn't pay well enough.

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